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Foresight (1)

Arvid immediately disliked the man in the suit when he showed up at their house. At twelve years old he already knew that there were good people and bad people, and sometimes the bad people acted like good people so they could get good people to do bad things. He and his father had even talked about it. When the man in the suit had shown up and invited himself in, Arvid actually understood what that meant. There was no yelling. He knocked on the door in his very fine dark brown suit, and father answered the door in a pair of loose grey pants and the sky blue tunic that Mother liked so much. He nodded to father and showed him something gleaming and bright in his outstretched hand before pocketing it and walking inside as if he was an old friend or perhaps a land lord. He didn’t even shake father’s hand, but instead walked into the den Arvid was watching from and turned to face the whippet thin boy.
His eyes started at Arvid’s head and travelled his body from there as if he were trying to sight measure the boy for new clothes or perhaps about to guess his weight like the fat man at the carnival they had been to last spring. The fat man had been off by a good 30 pounds and Arvid had walked away with a free sweet for his victory. Instead, however, the man in the suit stooped to bring himself closer to Arvid’s level and smiled.
“Hello Arvid, do you know who I am?” the man said in an obviously faked sacharrine voice. Arvid, never the bravest of his class mates, simply shrank away against the wall behind himself and tried to hide by staring at his feet.
“Ah well, one can always hope I suppose.” he sighed and produced a slim pair of spectacles from one pocket, placing them on his beak-like nose. “My name is Edmund Proust. I represent the Colleges. Do you know what the Colleges are?”
This time the boy nodded and looked, if anything, even more uncomfortable.
“Good, then you’ll already know why I’m here. We’ve been talking to your teachers Arvid. They say you’re bright, creative, but terribly unfocused. Can you tell me what else they’ve told us?”
Arvid’s stomach attempted to drag itself to freedom through his wind pipe. The sound that came out was something between a hiccup and a choking noise. It was Arvid’s usual response to stress or fear and along with his scrawny build and his large eyes had earned him the nickname “Whooping Crane” along with a snickering laughter from the more popular boys in his class.
“They told you I do things to the other boys in the – hiccough – class?” He began, and then the words began to come out like they always did when the subject came up. “I didn’t – wouldn’t – do anything to them!”
Edmund Proust smiled again, a mouth full of teeth that left his eyes looking disconnected above his beak-like nose. “Oh, I know how it is. They picked on you and all you did was stand up for yourself, right?”
“Ye-” Arvid was confused, he had expected something bad to happen when “Big Bill” Thompson had fallen down and somehow broken his nose and left arm while chasing Arvid in the playground, but he had been expecting a call from the school or maybe a visit from one of the principals. He hadn’t been expecting this man in his very fine suit and his smiles that didn’t match the rest of his face. He peered up to get a better look, noticing the faint scar running from the man’s left ear just below his cheekbone almost to the bridge of his nose. He noticed the thin lips that framed his still smiling teeth and he noticed the faint twinkle of what might have been suppressed laughter in his large eyes.
“No!” Arvid exclaimed, deciding that arguing was the only way to get out of trouble. “Bill and Walken were going to give me a beating and he tripped over a rock and smashed his own stupid face and I didn’t-have-anything-to-do-with-it!”
Proust’s smile lessened, becoming something more real and his shoulders shook slightly. “Of course, of course. It sure was lucky that he tripped though wasn’t it? Two boys nearly twice your size after you and one of them just happens to fall perfectly over the only large rock in the yard?”
“Well that’s what happened! All the other kids that watched said the same thing when the teacher asked what happened!” Arvid was finally reaching a real anger. He really hadn’t laid a finger on either of them. They had started throwing pebbles at him in the school yard and when he had told them to stop they had gotten decided to give the whooping crane a real whoopin’. Haha and fun times for all, except maybe Arvid but that didn’t matter.
Proust was staring directly into the boy’s eyes now. “How many of them told the teacher you were moving that rock around the yard before school that morning?”
And there it was, Arvid thought. There was the problem. He really hadn’t hit either boy and he hadn’t meant to hurt either of them. He had just come to school  with the feeling that something bad was going to happen either to him or one of the other kids. There was no reason to it, but he knew that if he moved the big rock the kids all used to scribble on and play “King of the Mountain” with he wouldn’t get hurt. So, he had moved it a few times until it felt ‘right’ and then left it there.
Proust seemed to decide that whatever he saw in the boy’s eyes was answer enough. “That’s what I thought. Now you aren’t going to get in trouble. We already know you didn’t mean anyone to get hurt. In fact, I look for children just like you. You could say finding you is my Talent.” The way he said the word, there was no question that it was meant to be capitalized. You could hear the emphasis and pride in the ‘T’ at the start of it.
“Now this is what’s going to happen next young Arvid. Your father,” and here he gestured back towards the man standing by the door with his shoulders stooped in resignation, “already knows that we have the right to take you with us to make sure you get the best education. Your mother and father will receive money from us every month you’re at our school and they’ll be paid even more if they decide to have another little boy or girl because we hope they turn out just like you.” Behind the man, Father raised his head to glare at Proust suddenly. There was no doubt in Arvid’s mine that Mother and Father would be avoiding another child altogether if men like Mr. Proust were likely to take an interest.
Proust, seemingly oblivious, continued on. “But we aren’t heartless. We aren’t doing this just to seperate you from your father or mother, so I’ll be back in two weeks to get you. That should give you time to get supplies and say goodbye to anyone you need to.” He reached out a hand in a gesture of apparent friendliness and patted the boy’s head, then turned and walked back to the door, nodding again to Father as he passed. Arvid spoke up as the man began to step out the still-open doorway.
“Mr. Proust, I do know who you are. You’re the bad man.”
“No Arvid, I’m a good man. I’m just not a nice man.” Proust turned back for a second to face Arvid before leaving for good. “That difference is one of the things we’ll have to teach you,” he said, and then he was gone.

I’m going to dig out the plug for the netbook since running a webcam on battery seems stupid (and probably explains the flashing)

Puppy!

We have a new addition to the family. Her name isn’t settled on yet, but she’s a golden-retriever/corgi mix. She’s 24 lbs, the size (and shape) of a Corgi but with the golden retriever’s fur. It’s amazingly adorable.

Here are the pictures from her adoption page, and we have more but the camera got forgotten in the car that Bippy took to work.

She has a crate, a blanket/pad, a couple of toys, and a new harness already aside from the basic food, water, and treat supplies.
She’s a little nervous but rapidly gaining confidence and tends to try to hide between our legs still if we let her when anything she doesn’t expect happens. She also gathered random following people when we went by the pet store. :)
We found out she doesn’t like dry treats (she seems to like the food just fine though) but loves the slightly tougher chew sticks that we got because she was trying to sniff them through the packages when we passed. We also found a variant on a Kong that makes us feel a little safer (it’s a ball shape with a semi-flexible star hole on either side) because  her mouth is right at that size where she could try and wolf the smallest korg and can’t get her mouth around the next one up.

Twitter Integration Test

Funnily, the previous project with Drupal has made doing this integrated blog personal thing a lot simpler. I already know most of the basic options for integration so I’m just doing searches to locate them.

The one thing I don’t have for Twitter is the ability to thread comments, but that’s a limitation of the Twitter API more than anything.

Next: I think I want a page the pulls the twitter and Facebook feeds. I really don’t want to go to either site without reason most days.

This post should get a tweet, but not a Facebook entry.

In unrelated news, I’m pretty good with the Facebook integration as it is now. The Facebook API is kind of crap and goes wonky on occasion, but that’s not a big deal. I have a Twitter account someplace as well, so I’m thinking about integrating that next. My next thought is whether I should integrate the feeds I receive from each of those into sidebar blocks on the Word Press installation so that I can handle 90% of that business from here.

Things are in-line to begin using this as a writing practice area starting next month. The goal will be to have 30 entries of no less than 15 minutes pure writing per month. I expect to go well over, but that’s the minimum that means I sat down and did an average of short free writing every day. Unless there’s some reason, I don’t plan on cross-posting those to Facebook.

I admit I’ve been rather inspired by Writing Down The Bones by Natalie Goldberg. Originally I wanted something with some writing prompts and practices to help get me back into the habit of writing constantly. This has a bit of that, but mostly I’d compare it to “Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance” for writers. The book is actually thoughts on the idea of free writing as a version of Zen ‘Practice’ (or meditation). It does a lot to work with the fear that your writing is crap and needs to be directed to some end rather than using writing time as a tool to help center yourself and help work through the tilling the soil in your idea garden.

As most authors say, the key to writing is actually writing. This book is one of the only ones I’ve seen that actually works for putting my mind into that space where it’s okay to write trash for 20 minutes or 2 hours just for the pure joy and therapeutic attributes of getting the words out of my head.

Full disclosure: Yes, the link to the book is an affiliate link. If I’m going to link books, movies, and music I’d be using Amazon anyway so I don’t see a reason not to do it that way.

As I continue looking at Facebook I’m starting to notice that the whole ‘friend whore’ phenomenon is as bad as it ever was over on Live Journal.

Why would someone want to friend me when my account is essentially blank to anyone but friends and we have 1 or 2 contacts in common but have never actually spoken in any form?

Maybe the problem is just that I’m an introvert almost to the point of being a hermit by choice Seriously, I leave the house to do things with my family and get annoyed when other people try to strike up conversations with me unless there’s an obvious reason to do so. I don’t like parties. When I was in my partying days I learned to be the bartender so that I had an excuse to have a clear spot around me and socialize by choice rather than having to fit into a group at the party.

I don’t mind people deciding to want to friend me, but I really wish I understood why they want to follow the random log of my waking thoughts.

Well, looks like the post integration is working now. Unfortunately it did a double update, changing my status and pushing the post as separate items.

I have no real use for switching my status in this fashion.

Still, the basic integration is working. Now to figure out how to pull data from there. Someone do me a favor and respond to this so that I can see what the comment rip does.

I’m working on getting back into writing. It’s been awhile. Since the other project I was using TL for fell through I may as well have the convenience of doing it here. If I’m going to have a Facebook account then I might as well be able to post to it from my Word Press. This should check that functionality.

Next I want to import my facebook status back into the Word Press. In addition, I should be able to feed comments from one site to the other. Let’s see how it goes.